haha guess what?!??!!? I pierced my nose. Yeah i sure did man. It looks nice . I have to send out some pix to people now. I really like it though. I just hope that James does too. Man I miss him so damn much. It sure is hard. But I know that we will be together again soon so that does bring me some comfort. Gosh....... I am so ready to quit my job. It sux monkey balls man. But it is a source of income besides mommy and daddy. So I think that is what is really keeping me there. Well I'm going to keep this short cos I just got my nails done and it is near impossible to type with them. Much love to ya!
****~Lisa~****

Dang...sorry I took so long to update this thingy...my good. Anyways, my wonderful boyfriend called me. I love him too much! Hmmmm. what can I talk about this time? Oh yeah I got an amazingly easy offer to refuse...FTF...Friends that Fart...haha No...more like Friends That F*** Not cool man. I was totally blown away when this dude asked me. But it's all good...we're cool again. James knows who this loser is. haha Everyday I think that I love James even more. Dang man...he's too perfect....haha ok he's not perfect...but he's perfect for me...and that's all that matters is me! haha Just messin' Hmmm... what else can I talk about cos I don't wanna get all mushy and stuff.....ok I do....James is the yin to my yang...or whichever way it's supposed to go...he's the best to my friends ( you know those bezt frinds thingies where you get two and give the other half to your best friend? ) he's the..oh shoot I dunno...he's my better half! Let's just say that. Man this love thing is crazy as ballz...but I'm glad it happened to me...and with him! That's all I think about now...James! Not a bad thing at all. What else can I talk about? I don't really think that I have anything so I'm gonna leave you with this...if ur single and looking for love...I'll gove you James for $1...no for real...don't try to force it man...it was when I had given up on dudes and love and all that....that I finally realized it had been looking me in the face the whole time...I was just blinded by my own stoopidity! So just think about that before thinking about why you're single...it's true man...it happened to me...ME so I know it could happen to you! :) Until next time....much love to everyone!
~*~*Lisa*~*~

Oh yeah, I just added a site meter so go to the bottom of the page and click on it yeah? haha later!

Hey man...dang I know that it has been forever since I updated this thing...my bad! Anyways, let's see what has happened since the last time I wronte? Ummm James and I celebrated yet another anniversary..too cool. I think that I may have realized that a lot of the things I knew to be true were a bunch of shit! haha It's ok...cos now I know the real deal. I found out even how much more amazing my boyfriend is! Yeah, I'm in a mushy mood if you coudn't tell. Dang man, I been thinking a lot. I'm thinking that I may go to school in SD or LA for the rest of this year and then transfer to UCI. haha Yeah, that's where James is. Like I wanted to do that, but I didn't want him to feel that I had to be everywhere he was ya know? I wanted him to have some time to himself. But he's the one who told me I should go there too so I'll think about it. We'll see eh? Dang man, I miss him so much. But it's only a matter of time before I see him again. Dang and I cannot wait....do you know how good the sex will be then? I mean think about how it was before and...haha enough about that! I just keep thinking about the day that I can finally see him again. That will be the best cos I know after that day I'll never let him go....unless he get's hungry or something like that. haha Just messin' Anyways. I felt like talking about the best boyfriend in the entire world. I love that dude so much man. That's something that I've never felt before...and I like it! Until next time...much love!
~~~~*Lisa*~~~~

Well, today started out nicely with a phone call from James. haha He woke me up....but it was well worth stopping my boring dream to talk to him. haha I really miss talking to him. I just plain miss him man! I love that guy so damn much and it's hard not to see him everyday after doing so for like the past year and some odd months. It's ok...the long distance thing isn't forever, that's what keeps me sane. I think that I may have found a good anniversary thingy for James. I know he always says not to get him anything....but I have to...I dunno why. I like to shop for him...it's like the whole thing that you went out and picked up something for that special someone taht you know they will like so much when they see it. I dunno, I jsut like that feeling. I think that I am finally over my worrying period. Gosh man took me long enough. I swear man. I've always trusted James, no doubt about that...it's just I didn't want him to try to find out what he was missing by being with me. It's cool, cos I know that he's not trying to find out. Damn I love him. I dunno if I'd call him my soul mate though....cos I don't really know. Here's the quote from a crazy ass girl "...I mean like I don't know if there really is such a thing[as a soul mate]...but if there is one...he is mine".( much thanx to Jess for that quote...that's the perfect way to explain how i'm feelin' ) Honestly...I'd rather call him my other half...my better half. James is my better half. He's the total opposite of me...but enough alike that we fit together perfectly. Hmmm...I think I'm gonna eat now. I miss ya bubbah! Tons of love to you. TOFU!!!! To everyone else...take care!
*~~~~Lisa~~~~*

OK, THIS IS WAR! I'm gonna get this dang thing to work, whether I like it or not! haha Man, not to get off the topic or anything...but dads are annoying as hell! Gosh, like I don't know how to read the instrustions to work MY own camera...I think it's some sort of guy thing..no offense to anyone. Ok, enough about that. This is now in reference to my last blog. I was just thinking about the conversations that I have with people now that high school is over. I enjoy them a lot more cos they have meaning. The stuff is deep now...not just who's doing what with who and where they got caught doing it. haha Anyways, this dude I was talking with at work was trying to figure out how the hell I can do the long distance thing. Shoot...so am I. It's hard man...I tell ya. But you know what...if you've got something this good...why would you throw it away just cause you have an OCEAN between you and that other person. I see no reason to do that. All you need is LOVE, TRUST, and COMMUNICATION. Without any of those...you won't survive the time apart. I thought about it to myself...I don't even think about us being apart...just about how it'll be when we're back together again. Why look at the negative when you obviously have a great positive ahead?! And another thing...I'm hungry....BRB.......................ok I'm back haha. Got some beef curry and rice. One of the aunties at work made it for me....MUHAHAHAHAHA! It's masarap man. For you non-Filipinos...that's delicious. haha like hell if I'm anymore Filipino than anyone else. James I love you...just had to get that out...what was I talking about? Oh yeah....hunger...haha no relationships.....I've learned a lot from my own stoppid ass mistakes...ask James haha (thanx for sticking with me)....and from watching other people make theirs...or helping them out of what they did. I think I did something right this time. Cos see, when I look at James I see all the things that I want in a friend more than anything else...without friendship....nothing. And what I don't see is all the things that made me unattracted to my previous boyfriends. So it's great! He's my best friend...haha remember BFF Kat? yeah And I mean that! If you don't know...ask Kat haha Band in the AM! Well, what else is on my mind. I know that this may be confusing to you...welcome to the world of my emails to James. haha Hmmm....there are a lot of other things that I want to say...but I don't know where to stop...so I'll end it here. Thanx for your time. Much love........*~~~~LiSa~~~~*

Man I hate technology....this ish is too damn frustrating. I'm trying to connect my digital camera to my pc...I think that it's the camera cos I was having probs with it before. I'm getting a new one. Shoot man, this sux! It was working then it stopped all of a sudden. I couldn't even see the dang pix that i had on the camera. Too homo! Anyways, I need to take a break cos that thing is givin me a headache. haha I found out that someone thinks I'm cute...cool! I dunno, I just don't think of myself like that...I don't think I'm ugly or anything...just I dunno. I'm overmodest I suppose. haha I dunno whatever. It's just weird the things that you find out after you leave high school. But it was nice to hear ya know? haha Well, I'll spread to nice feeling, I want to everyone how beautiful they are...for real. Cos I don't have any ugly friends...except for maybe....haha got ya didn't I? Anyways, I think that I may go to sleep now. Love always...
-Leehs

Love you James.....I'm bored ok?

Well another rainy day in Japan...fun fun for everyone! Well, my head hurts and I'm on my damn rag for what seems to be the millionth time in my life! I hate it...This week I go to do my modeling thingy. Damn I am too scared. I wonder what will happen if I have to pee or if I sneeze during the part when I have to be a manequine. haha Let's see huh? Nah, I wanna do a really good job and be " discovered" or maybe discover that I should keep my day job as a bum...I mean student! haha I finally got my package in the mail from James. Stoopid psot office took freakin long enough! haha But it was worth the wait. I really like the pix that he sent. My sexy man! can't wait to see him naked again...I mean see him again! Muhahahhaha Anyways, I really can't wait to get the hell outta here. It's cool and all but I wanna go home...Cali! I've already been marked as the damn brain in my classes. Not cool man. I tutor people in between work and this modeling thingy and MSN...yeah Msn is a job too haha:p.....it's cool, they pay me so hey why not?! IT's like free money for real. I've been really homesick lately. It's not cool. I miss Cali and my bubbah too much. I find myself crying out of nowhere...just for the hell of it. I used to cry at night right after James left. If you're reading this james...close your eyes until I tell you to open them again....yeah it was rougth the first week. But after that things were alright. I still do cry formt ime to time. Like something on tv will triggrer a really good memory that I have with him and I lose it man! I feel like a damn 2-year-old...I act like one too so I suppose it balances out. :p Anyways...James, you can look now! hah ok, now that you're back...I think that when I get to Cali we should all take a trip to Begas...just like the people in Real World...that's my show!!....make it a road trip. Or we should go to Mexico...I know my way around like Rosarito Beach and stuff like that...it's like 20 minutes after you hit the border. Very beautiful place. Very nice beach and nice people! Well I think that is all for now. I really miss James. Lately it's been really hard. Cos I know that he'll be in contact with a lot of new pretty college girls and parties and tons of stuff I just don't want him to forget me....but it'll be ok. I trust him to remember how much I love him. He's a good guy...a great one! So far i haven't screwed things up....let's see how long I can keep this record going.....haha If you're reading this James...I love you. You're my best friend! I dunno why but you are, ok so live with it...it won't hurt...I promise. haha To everyone else...much love and take care of yourself. I'm out...

i'm getting bored...maybe i'll post a comment to myself MUHAHAHAHA

hmmm... well now I have a little bit more time to write a little bit about how I'm feeling. I really miss you James...but you knew that. I can't wait to see you again. I haven't been counting down the days cos I haven't counted how many there are...a miracle really. Things aren't so bad really. Although I think that I may have caught strep throat for what will be the millionth time...ok the 11th..but that's still a lot. I still haven't really figured this whole blog thing out yet..gimme a couple of days and I'll have it down like a pro. Oh yeah!!! I jsut got called to go do this modeling show in Tokyo...my first show. Yeah I'm 110% sure that my mom is gonna tape it so I'll let y'all ( whoever that may be ) see it whenever. I'm so excited and nervous at the same time. Liek for one part of it I get to do the catwalk thing...only one time though. Then another part I get to stand there stiff as hell for like 2 hours like I'm a manequine in the window. What else interesting is there to talk about? I dunno. I drive in about a week....CLEAR THE SIDEWALKS! NO PEDESTRIANS PLEASE! haha No, I'm a good driver. Well, that's all for now I suppose. I think that I may go take a nap...I mean go to work now. I lvoe you James!...Lemme try that again....I LOVE YOU gosh look what you do to me...I can't even spell....oh wait cos I don't know English. haha Much love to everyone.
-Lisa

Well this is my first blog and I don't know what I'm really supposed to say. If you're reading this now, I must have deemed you cool enough to give you the URL. haha or someone else gave it to you. Anyways, psot what you want. I'll try ot keep this thing as up-to-date as is humanly possible for me.